Alright.
I haven’t posted in a couple weeks.
Not because I was building some secret master plan.
Not because I was “rebranding.”
I was off track.
Plain and simple.
I’d start doing better.
Get a workout in.
Eat clean for a couple days.
Open the laptop.
And then…
Right back off again.
Nothing huge happened. I just drifted. One lazy decision at a time.
Next thing I know, two weeks are gone.
Here’s the Real Stuff
A lot has been changing behind the scenes.
I’ve stopped all antidepressants now. Not just Wellbutrin. All of them.
That’s been a process.
Some days feel clear and strong.
Some days feel weird and foggy.
Some days feel like my brain is rebooting.
But overall?
I feel more like myself.
And sobriety has become a huge part of my life. Not just something I’m “trying.”
I’m all in.
I’m joining groups.
Meeting new people.
Actually talking about stuff instead of stuffing it down.
And honestly… I’m loving it.
It’s not perfect. But it’s real. And it feels solid.
So What Now?
I’m back.
No big dramatic speech.
Just back.
We’re committing to at least one post a week.
Beth is jumping in more too — including posts about Ezra, who still acts like he owns this house and contributes nothing to the mortgage.
You’ll see:
Workouts we’re actually doing Keto meals we’re actually eating Park walks and Midwest adventures Trips, concerts, random fun And real talk about what’s going on with me
Because this blog isn’t just about abs and asparagus.
It’s about building a better life. One decision at a time.
The Truth
I fall off sometimes.
But I don’t stay off.
That’s the difference now.
If you’ve been drifting too… it’s fine.
Just turn the wheel back.
Let’s go.
— Butch
Also, here’s a picture of Ezra the cat doing cat stuff, and Butch & Beth doing Butch & Beth stuff
